~Harβingεr oƒ Ðεaτh~

Addiction..

2009-11-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Oh shoots.
I think I am addicted to facebook and drama..
I spent one whole day from 8 to 6 on the com!!! >.<

This post has no korean stuff~

2009-10-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

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I want to watch finish Tamna the Island!!

KANGIN, KANGIN.. :(

2009-10-16T20:22:00.004+08:00

i want to talk about the movie today, but...

KANGINNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! KANGINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!
i feel so so so depressed and disappointed.
kangin havn't even got over his assault case but now there's another incident. :(
The previous incident: he got caught on CCTV for fighting. It wasn't really his fault actually. This person hit him and kangin tries to walk away but he ended up defending himself by fighting back.

Then, yesterday, kangin crashed into a taxi and then abandoned his car before running away.
There were two passengers along with the cab driver involved in the accident although it was fortunate that no one suffered any major injuries. Although kangin had abandoned the scene of the accident, he turned himself in at the Gangnam police station at 8:50am.

Allkpop put up this poll that said "if you have the powers, which problem would you want to fix first?"

There were four choices: Jaebeom (his leaving 2PM), GD (plagarism issues), DBSK (court cases with SM Entertainment) and Kangin.
The poll was already closed by the time i saw it but the first choice that came to my mind was kangin.

i know, i know, he was in the wrong and he deserved to be punished but..i cannot bear too see him like this!! I WANT TO FIX THESE PROBLEMS!!!!! >.< whenever i hear his soothing voice i feel so relaxed and he's just like a big cuddly teddy bear that i feel like hugging so much.

I am too afraid that he might end up like Jay, and leave suju. Although of coz if I had a second power, I would wish Jae back to 2PM. it isn't his fault at all.
But still, I REALLY REALLY WANT KANGIN'S ISSUES TO BE FIXED NOWW. this is so depressing, argh! Even i cannot really enjoy BEAST's performance at music bank, they were not bad and i love their smiles but, my thoughts kept drifting to kangin.. *sigh*

겅인,확실히 있으십시오.사랑해요~ :(

i have come to revive my blog.

2009-10-15T16:45:00.004+08:00

gosh, eoys are like finally over!
back to suju-ing oh yay :D
i juz hope mum allows me to go watch "shorts" with my friends tmr. but honestly, im more interested in watch the "SURROGATES"!
muahaha, i hope it will be scary enough

i have too many boy bands on my mind:
first is suju (duh.)
second is FT Island (hong ki!)
third is BEAST [aka. B2ST]
obviously i prefer the name 'B2ST', sounds much more mysterious. but apparently the company have decided to change the name. *sighs*
and im amazed with their debut album, quite nice the songs. and they are hot and sexy too.

don't u think the song should last longer?! its so addictive leh *sobs*

btw, yo seob is cute :)
but my love for teukie will never change~

2009-02-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

there's this really really cute guy in my tuition class!!
he looked kinda japanese.. sighs.. :)

2009-02-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

INVOKE!!!♥♥♥

♫♪♫♪♫♪chinese translation♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫
在快速的擦身而过中
相互碰撞一起破碎
感觉到彼此羽翼上的伤痛

被寂寞弄脏
用手紧紧地抱着
除此以外什么都不明白

在联系的瞬间觉醒的永远
焦虑的等待着

瞬间暴露在迅速流逝的时间中
一个人便无法实现愿望
就像消失的言语再无法找寻

凝神注视着迷失的星星
有光却不属于任何人

用双唇确认生命的灯火
不停的思索令人眩晕
是爱在前还是破坏在先
让人困惑不已
交缠在一起的热情
想要传播的真实
由谁来保护好呢
你总有一天会有想要的欲望呢
就在那里的话
瞬间暴露在迅速流逝的时间中
一个人便无法实现愿望
就像消失的言语
交缠在一起的热情
想要传播的真实
由谁来保护好呢
在这儿不论何时想要

你那里总会有的

♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫english translation♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫
Every time we hurry past each other, we hit and tear ourselves on impact
and we feel the pain of each other's wings
We were embraced in unclean, impure arms
because in our loneliness we didn't know any better
I long for it
Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words
can't get get us anywhere by themselves
Though I fixed my eyes right on them, I've still lost sight of the stars
But their light remains, and no one can steal it
The light of our existence is confirmed by our lips
It's dazzling from the emotions that are bottled up inside us
Is it love that lies ahead, or will everything break apart? It bewilders me...
Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling you wanted so badly once,
If it's there...
Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words...
Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling I wanted so badly once...
It lies in you

2009-02-20T16:40:00.002+08:00

finally the doc saved me from all those bites!! i luv u, doc!! but the medicine made me damn drowsy.. i could not keep my eyes open for most of the lessons today & i didnt even know what mr tham was taking about chapter 7!! but of coz my eyes are always open for the subject called 'recess' (: its gonna be week 9 soon yo. XD

2009-02-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

basketball was AWESOME today(:
after the rain right, me & xy went to play bball.. & it was like, oh-so-gross.. >.<

the bball court was wet, so in the end, the ball was wet & sticky..
xy's ball kept rolling into the mud coz it was too bouncy
that sharlene that played with us stole my ball!! yes MY BALL!! not MY BALL but my ball!! get it?! dun u dare think sick!!
the bell rang at 2.30 means i was supposed to go for band so i told xy, "can i shoot juz 5 more shots?" & it went horrible.. like, it went missing the the loop again & again when before i did not miss as much!! funny ball!!

then after that it was band, & i appeared in front of the sec 1s all sweaty and sticky.. then tha yang was like, "omg what happened to u maddie?" then"oh nothing la, i juz now played bball(:" then she said that my face was so shiny & all.. LOL.

then shin young went like, "omg are you ok?" then, "yea..(:" so, i looked into the mirror wondering y they asked then i saw that my whole face was wet!! my fringe was literally SOAKED in sweat ah.. then my face all red.. so i supposed i looked like that in front of my section juniors?? bad 1st impression yeah?? (:

anws, my juniors are so CUTE!! they have absolutely no attitude probs at all & quite friendly too!!

oh yes & after band, right, i was giving the ticket $$ to roslinda but the security uncle go rush us out so we had to go down to settle the $$ issues.. then, ms low was behind me!! so she, pointed to the seminar room that door & showed me that the door handle broke!! LOLs. then she said that band girls are so rough, go spoil that door. (actually i think it was my fault la coz i think i pushed the handle quite hard but i didn't know it fell =P ) so, i juz smiled at her then she commented that this whole day that she saw me, i like nv talk at all, only keep smiling!! i was like, er.... then she go poke me & asked izzati who i remind her of, so quiet & all & something abt librians...

...?? very very weird..

& now i'll tell u people abt my final goodie goodie news..

I DUN NEED 2 RUN MASS RUN NX TUE!!! MUAHAHAHA!! bang ur head against the wall, go jump outta the window, go cry until ur eyes bleed & pop, but, deal with it.. (: we have a performance ma ((:

& once again, thank you 2 every1 who comes to esplanade to support us!! =D LOVE U ALL!!

2009-02-15T17:20:00.006+08:00

yesterday, tuition was..weird..?
i was like, early for my tuition so i juz leaned against the wall and tried to sms xiao ying that i can't tell her the no. 7 for ting xie, but obviously i failed coz my 8 wasn't working!! b4 our tuition was an abacus class tuition so they left, & i was like, still leaning there coz i didn't know whether to enter or not.. then there was this guy & girl (i didn't know their names coz it was only my 3rd lesson with them!) they entered the class so i followed.

the girl was standing 1 side to let me go to my seating coz i sit inside what. but, i couldn't move in coz there was still a little boy seating there (he was from the abacus class) and his teacher was teaching him. girl suggested that i crawl under the 2nd desk to go to my seating.. i hesitated coz..i mean, obviously is not possible right?! that'll seem so obscene!!

so the guy right, he so gentleman!! he help me push the 2nd desk away to let me go in..so nice!! (: i really did not expect him to do that.. so, i was like, thanking the both of them.. =D

oh & in case u're confused...

gosh i feel like playing bball NOW!!! but, mum said ltr on in the evening.. & i won't be playing in the bball court.. juz downstairs the building..

oh wells. i can practice my aiming & dribbling then.. (:

& omg u know what?! she thought i play bball juz to see the guys there or something!! and said that its not feminine!! girls DO play bball okayy!!

NO FREAKING WAY WILL I QUIT PLAYING BBALL!!!!!

2009-02-14T16:29:00.003+08:00

VALENTINES DAY!!

A time for all lovers to make out and singles to find the other half (: & also for friends and families to express their love for each other..
so, i want to say to all my friends that, I ♥ U ALL!!! muahahaha..but no presents for any of u.. =P im broke already..
lets take my love given to u all as a present =D & i really wanna watch breakout.. meena's so lucky lor.. got her bf to giv her free tickets to the show!! AH so unfair!!

oh yes & i hope every1 will be happy today.. no rejections on valentines day pls! ((: i so suddenly feel like eating chocolates...

2009-02-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th!
yes & its the eve of valentines too!! i bet many many lovers out there will be preparing a gift for their lovers am i right?? muahahaha!! yes its so pathetic that i dun have a valentine lor.. *sobs*sobs* nah, jkjk.. (: i can spend this valentines with my beloved bball!! dun think that im crazy or something.. its the usual only.. i always play bball every saturday =D

oh yes and this morning i saw on the mrt a very weird watch from some1 by the name of adrian.. it said "ADRAIN ♥ PEIEN... PEIEN IS LOVE... THIS WATCH BELONGS TO ADRAIN... 06:14... 13FEB09..." yeah something liddat.. this peien (ever heard of the name?) girl muz be so lucky coz this adrian is eye candy..

yes & i wanna clarify something.. rmb J that i spoke b4 in one of my post?? i dun mean that he likes me!! i suppose that he was staring at me coz he recognised me or something or maybe coz i saw wrongly.. coz i was looking at him from the corner of my eyes only.. we did not really made any eye contact kayy?? ((:

so, now, i MUZ FINISH ALL MY HOMEWORK!! & MUG..ok maybe not mug..BUT STUDY FOR THE SCI & MATH TEST!! sighs, there's still band & tuition tmr.. 2 things that i dun like abt that chi tuition is coz there are more boys.. & they are super duper noisy when the tcher's not around.. i mean, not that im interested in girls.. (lol dun think sick) but none of the guys are EYE CANDY!!! *SOBS*

2009-02-10T15:38:00.001+08:00

http://watch-movies-links.net/movies/the_curious_case_of_benjamin_button/ muahahaha... lookie!! now i dun have to spent money on watching!!

2009-02-08T14:10:00.001+08:00

everyone is getting on my fucking nerves today

2009-02-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

today was really really eventful.. ;)

i think some of u should hav known what happened this morning right?? a dumb man (according to cindy) got too near the oncoming train and kena hit by the train lor.. lucky sia he nv fell down the tracks.. if not god-knows-what will happen to his body, squashed. and dead. and flat. HEDGEHOGS!! so my train was like delayed la.. && in my train right, there was 2 les lor.. very de gross.. Girl A was a student from ITE(?? i think..) College West and she cut her hair like boyboy de style then Girl B was a nurse. so, A was like, hugging & holding B's waist & they were standing damn close to each other.. (eww >.<) then, A was fondling B's de face, hair & eyes.. (eww..) & i think they kinda got suspicious of me coz i was staring at them.. =P but don't u think its damn gross?!

& when i went home with mars, she told me that she once saw phillipino les & they were rubbing each others' neck.. she said its like, not exactly the neck!! is very very close to their *ahem**ahem* oranges, & they were holdin hands.. does this make u wanna puke?? sry if it does =)

oh & tuition today was DAMN FUN!! but the tuition tcher kinda sick lor.. we were like, doing a crossword puzzle then one of the question was like, "the ooposite of 'sow'" u all heard before u reap what u sow right?? so the ans is 'reap' la.. then, there was this girl, she didn't know the ans, then the tcher started being sick to help her.. the tcher was like, "u all know what is rapist right?" 1st, they will _____, then they will rape. then, she started doing the action, like, making ripping and tearing sounds.. i mean, we all knew what she was talking abt la.. but that girl so innocent!! is like, 1st they will rip then they will rape right?? & rip has the same pronounciation as reap.. but that innocent girl didn't know lor.. see?? our tcher damn sick right?? but she also very funny la, keep making us laugh one =)

tmr, after my bro's tuition, we gonna play bball again!!

2009-02-03T17:51:00.006+08:00

OMG nigahiga's videos are so funny!!

5 Nigahiga facts:

Movies In Minutes - Titanic(gay much?)

The ipod Human

2009-02-02T20:02:00.009+08:00

gosh u know today im like, so unlucky?! i got farted in the face by some guys from swiss cottage!! EEW!! so gross right?!! after band, i took the mrt until bukit gombak station, then suddenly a group of swiss cottage guys, they all went into the train.. then halfway during the journey to cck station, 1 of them FARTED!! i was like, wth?! & nv even apologize somemore!! they juz made a joke out of it!! >.<

so i had to like, hold my breath.. can't possibly hold my nose coz it'll seem rude, right?? oh yea & today's my sis bdae!! & also jae young's bdae!! HAPPY BDAE TO BOTH OF U!! & my sis damn what lor.. always like to put make up & all de.. shes only 5!! & she likes yucky yucky PINK!!

oh yes & i forgot to add that today i was so damn sleepy that i fell asleep b4 mr teo came!! & when every1 stood up to greet him, i was still sleeping?! gosh so scary lor!! then after that afifah called me then i wake up then mr teo was like, "u ok or not?" something liddat la =|

oh & I LOVE BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-30T15:03:00.005+08:00

dream dream.. i've been like, dreaming all day?? eng IC lesson i was dreaming so i didn't quite understand why every1 was laughing abt hobbits, dwarfs & elves?? & during sci i was dreamin abt dunno what.. then suddenly mr teo talked abt ions, atoms & blah blah then i finally wake up lor... coz i completely didn't understand what he was talking abt but luckily now i do.. then of coz math i can't day-dream.. ms loo goes so fast lor.. if i day-dream, sure can't catch up 1.. chi is still.. like.. urgh.. & CME!! gosh i didnt know what i was acting/talking abt... so scary sia!! but hey, at least i managed to speak more than 1 sentence =D

& yes, me & sm are planning to be sports instructor for HFC!! so cool right! hope ms ang can let us be the sports instructor.. its a 2nd cca leh.. which means more cca points!! XD

& also means that we can mark mimi absent everyday :) & i wanna meet the jap boys that mimi has got so interested in..someday..

2009-01-26T20:44:00.004+08:00

i've got a beauuutifulll post uppp!!!!!!!! (gosh i sounded gayy -.-)

oh yea anw, its abt my cuzzie marcus!! i want to tell more abt him ((: he's 165m..i mean, cm.. he's very tanned and skinny.. & he's same age as me.. which means, gosh..i have to look up when i speak.. well actually thats not much trouble at all, coz we rarely talk to each other.. the only thing we said at the gathering is "happy new year" & we shake hands & yupp. nothing. =P anws, he's like, so super crazy abt soccer juz like im so duper crazy abt bball =D but he's a pro in soccer unlike me, not even a pro yet. & his bro, lucas, 13, is also crazy abt football but not that crazy. HAHA. but anw, guess what??!!! marcus is in queenstown sec which is near our sch!! surprising that i nv met him on my way home at all last year.. & the newfound info is that he plays soccer after sch somewhere near redhill mrt.. (got soccer field nearby meh?) =)

oh yea anws, today, after the visiting and all, we went to the zoo. not that appealing to me, coz, im not like joann, so interested in animals. NOPE. i prefer my basketball XD so i was like tailing behind my family & i saw this cute creation: HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!

so cute right?! gosh!!

2009-01-25T15:31:00.003+08:00

SUNDAYYY!!!!!!!! the coolest day of the week!! not forgetting that there's no school on monday!! =D oh & there's a reunion dinner tonight! *screams* mann, i love reunion dinners♥♥ its like, i can finally get to see my cuzzies!! i only get to see them 2-3 times per year, so obviously we're not that close. but seriously!! i can't wait for tonight!! XD & as for homework, im only left with art and the chinese letter.. so YAY!! && basketball was really really funn yesterday☺☺ ~and im lovin' it even more~ ((:

2009-01-24T17:55:00.004+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR!! isn't it like, so exciting?! ok, maybe not la.. with the economic crisis & so few days off school for CNY. but, i love love love CNY!! at least can sleep later ((:

oh yea today i helped my ah-ma to make the png kueh.. & i was like, so lousy lor!! i not as skillful as my ah-ma.. she makes the best png kueh in the world!! u know i eat the png kueh from other stalls b4, they nv tasted as nice.. their ingredients are kinda..bland.. =|

png kueh ^^

& omg, im like, so feeling super crazy about that song by jay chou that was played during the CNY celebration.. 菊花台is so beautiful!! & the dancers are graceful!! so the effect is like, perfect!! hahax. u know last time i used to dislike jay chou?? i also dunno y..i juz..disliked him!! maybe now i like him better =) && im feeling even more crazy abt BASKETBALL!! ah, i so feel like playing it now.. i realised that basketball is the only activity that can free me of all my troubles.. not that there are any troubles on my mind now, except for homework.. SO!! BASKETBALL!! i LOVE u!!! although the bball courts sure kena occupied by the other guys, but nvm.. i'll practise dribbling some other place with my bro.. ain't that funn!! =D

2009-01-20T15:48:00.002+08:00

Arrgh.. today's "survey" was so horrible!! i thought they meant survey as in the 1 where u put strongly agree, agree, disagree and stuff..but NO!! it is actually a pre-test!! & somemore lit & history in 1 go!! Gosh.. u know halfway my hand was like, aching?! not only mine, im sure the others' hand also very tiring 1.. at least i managed to finish history.. but during the lit test my mind was like a blank.. uh oh~ i think im gonna fail fail fail... anyways!! for the rainbow centre thingy!! hmm..although i never got selected to volunteer (no luck today), but at least have space for me to sign up in another CIP program!! say YAY!! hahaha!! the CIP program is kinda like u read books to the p1 and p2, help them improve their reading skills liddat la.. Mr Teo said that the children sometimes misbehave..so scaryy!! oh yea, the sch is in queenstown pri.. quite near our sch.. & its on a fri!! which means that after this reading program i have to go for tuition!! haiz.. no more honeymoon year for sec 2s anymore ='( which means that when i get to sec 3 & 4, i wont be able to play bball anymore!!! =''''''''(( so sad.. im juz so crazy abt bball that i can't live without it

2009-01-18T15:08:00.005+08:00

Gosh!! J is in boys brigade!! ytd my bro was like, going for his 1st bb prac, & J's bro, justin, was there too. so my bro went up to justin & asked him to ask J whether he knows me (i didnt put my bro up to this, i was at band), bcoz J was once my p1 classmate.. & guess what?!! HE SAID HE KNOWS ME!! omg its so touching to have some1 remembering u after such a long long time.. i suppose J went to help out his pri sch cca so thats why my bro met him.. well, actually i wasn't really suprised that J said he recognises me, coz, we met 2 times after we graduated.. once was when my bro's student care centre organised a Christmas Party last yr, & since justin is in the same student care centre as my bro, J went too.. i saw him!! omg i saw him but i pretended that i didnt. he changed so much!! he was like, so gorgeous & handsome & all.. aww... & i saw from the corner of my eye, he was staring at ME!! so then, i realised that he recognised me.. surprising, eh?? in my pri sch yrs i didnt have fringe & now that i hav, he still recognise me.. *applauses* &, the 2nd time we met was when we fetch our bros from the student care centre.. & i realised that J was staring at me again!! so, i juz ignored him.. so shy!! that day, i told my bro that we knew each other, so i suppose he was curious & asked J abt me ytd.. i felt like, so embarrassed when my bro related to me what he did.. but but but, he said that J KNOWS HOW TO PLAY BBALL!! HE EVEN KNOWS HOW TO SLAM DUNK!!!! *faints* J is so pro.. & i feel like its such a coincidence that J same age like me, & our bros are same age too! ((:

2009-01-16T15:34:00.006+08:00

CGSSB

Limelight @ Esplanade

24 FEB 2009

7.30 p.m.

Student price: $16

Adult price: $21

Hey ppl!! i need to sell the above limelight tickets for band so if u interested, juz tell me or something!! though we do not have the real tickets YET, but we have the Proof of Purchase tickets, so when the real tickets come, do exchange. & to my best buddies..u all better consider buying ar!! =))

omg!! i so suddenly feel interested in bball!! i dunno y but i keep thinking of bball. its so fun!! & today, there was 1 girl that we didnt know (i think her name was sharlene or something?), she wanted to play bball match with us.

was very shy at 1st coz i didnt know how to play match. Haha. but i guess it turned out quite well in the end.. its like..SO SUPER FUNN!!! gosh. i feel like im crazy abt bball alrdy.. hmm..maybe during this weekend i ask my bro to play with me bball.. ITS GONNA BE FUN MANN!!

oh yea, & i suppose me, sm, xy & mrs muthi got selected for the rainbow centre thingy!! SO COOL!! i can help with the physically disabled children alrdy =) they said its gonna be tough to handle the children, but who knows?? i have to try mann!! ^^

&&, when we were playing bball during recess, we saw muthi on his scooter!! then, me, sm & xy was laughing like mad lor!! he looked really......oh i dunno how to describe.. but it was damn funny!! too bad mrs muthi didnt saw her husband on the scooter. aww...

2009-01-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

oh yea, btw, sm.. lets play bball more during recess!! =D

2009-01-14T16:07:00.006+08:00

ahh~ today's such a sicko day.. first it started with banana woman's beloved lily allen!! mann i can't seem to find lily allen's pic in google.. last time i searched, she was the 1 with the monkey face!! & now, no more monkey face.. poor old mimi.. she muz be SO heart-broken.. AWW.. dun worry woman, i'll try to find ur beloved monkeyface, eh?? look at what a good friend i am!! ^^ and then we had a quarrel over my gaara and her lelouch.. come to think of it, lelouch does look like the yellow shirt man, which looks like mimi's beloved MUTHI!

Lelouch

lelouch is all bones and sticks,

but my gaara is wayy better than lelouch ;D

GAARA!!!!!!!!!! omg gaara is so cool! i love him!! =) *ahem* erm..credits :|

2009-01-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

well. thats the end of us. so, i hope hes happy with her forever, coz i suppose im the 1 that caused him hurt and all. i dont want to continue that. if u're reading this, good luck with her.

2008-12-19T08:15:00.001+08:00

okok..update.. juz want to say that i havn't even started on my hw!! =X *dies* have been watching anime and drama the whole holiday.. and i didnt study at all.. coz im really too LAZY!! :P

2008-11-28T09:16:00.002+08:00

tag replies: !ANGIE: heh heh... *blushes* er..nope.. =| mimi: oh yea, really?? i banana think is ur banana com that is banana lagging u banana woman!! Illu: heh..i keep watching anime..then never do housework.. got scolding like almost everyday lor >.< piano is ok i guess..i having exam next year march.. and im still as noob as ever.. SM: haha yea!! its like shopping the whole day and u hav to walk and walk and walk until x.x very tired alr..

2008-11-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

why am i so stupid and dumb?! weqin alr told me to be careful long time ago.. coz my tuba is wobbly and can fall anytime i dun hav any support against it.. but me, being dumb and all, juz had to be in a rush ytd and forgot all abt it.. so, it fell.. my tuba fell!! the whole band was like staring at me.. and i thought that there was no problem with my tuba when i checked.. then audrey told me that my tuba has a hole!! juz now!! why am i such a dumb girl?! now that i spoiled it..

money is needed to repair;
peilin needs to use it this friday for musical evening!!

oh gosh.. i am really dumb beyond dumb.. how could i not hav forseen such a thing?! i dun mind being punished for it.. its all my fault anyway.. but i wish i could be smarter.. coz its the 2nd tuba that i've spoiled.. i never noe how to take care of my tuba.. perhaps im not meant to be a tubist.. always causing trouble for every1.. im so stupid!!

2008-11-17T16:51:00.003+08:00

to mimi: woman ar!! i really have no idea wad to update lehh!! oh but..maybe this will interest u??

i guess, im juz so selfish.. i want him to continue loving me.. i want him to love me and only me.. im jealous if he has another girl.. i want him to think of only me.. but..i know that i dun love him,, or do i?? i can't tell whether im in love or not.. but, 1 thing for sure.. i will miss him when he doesn't reply me.. and i think of him everyday.. i dun understand what is this feeling.. it isn't the feeling that i had for any of my ex-crushes.. the feeling with them is like, i fantatize being with them everyday.. but now.. haiz.... do i still treat him like my godbrother?? i can't tell.. we've stopped terming each other with brother and sister.. instead, he calls me in a more endearing term.. well..i dun mind.. let him call me whatever he wants.. but, oh.. this feeling.. i seriously have no idea wad it is... im confused by what i feel.. whenever i cry, i feel like i need him.. need him more than anything else in the world.. Coz, he said he would be there for me.. That he would spend his entire life with me.. And i am so confused.. So so so confused..

2008-11-14T13:54:00.004+08:00

http://s11.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=66504

its lame, i know.. but im seriously too bored.. go visit if u want =)

2008-11-05T20:41:00.003+08:00

after band, i was boarding the mrt.. then, when i took the Jurong East mrt, i overheard 1 dumb dumb guy with a dumb dumb brain talking dumb dumb things.. He's such a dumb dumb!! RAWR!!! anw..here goes.. *WARNING* after reading, try not to be so angry until u smash the poor poor computer.. Its innocent!! *cries* man: (looking out of the window) eh look singapore's so dirty. malaysia better la! man: see the water so muddy!! man: aiyo the houses so small!! man: (he alighted @ CCK mrt..im so unlucky!!)(to the ppl blocking his way) move, move..eh move move!! okkay, maybe u wont smash the com after all... *thank god* but srsly la. i was damn pissed off ok. i mean, ok, if he thinks malaysia isn't as dirty as singapore..fine la.. i mean, not all countries are perfectly clean right? there will be litter here and there.. in singapore, in malaysia..everywhere u can find litter.. but, when he said that the water is muddy, i looked out of the window.. i DID NOT see rivers that are muddy, whatever.. i ONLY saw PUDDLES that are muddy.. puddles, ya noe?, puddles... when rain water falls on garden soil, obviously the puddles will get muddy right?? has any1 ever saw rain water that falls on garden soil, the puddle turn out as clear as clean water?! if u witness 1, tell me, i'd like to see... wtf... && he even complained that the houses are small!! hello, if u so pro, go build big big houses for us la! we will thank u very much for it.. KAH-POOEY its not like all houses in malaysia is big right? so, dun complain la! will it kill to keep ur mouth shut!! & omg la, hes damn rude can! dunno how to say 'excuse me'.. ppl like him who dunno how appreciate life in singapore.. might as well fuck off.. hes so not welcome here kkay! he should be grateful that hes not robbed or raped or anything.. then again, hes too FAT to be raped.. he might as well return to where he came from if hes not happy here.. why even come to singapore when he dun like it?! the point of this topic is, im not talking bad abt malaysia or any other countries.. juz pissed that there are ppl who badmouth singapore when they are using singapore's facilities.. if i werent wearing my sch uniform, i would hav scolded him. right there and then.

2008-10-31T13:23:00.004+08:00

Ahh~ Happy Halloween?? Lols. Anw, since its mimi's last day here in s'pore.. We shall wish her byebye!! YEAH!! Aww..dun worry mimi..we will all miss u.. AND U BETTER NOT 4GET US!! OR ELSE!! Have an enjoyable honeymoon there with ur cuzzie!~ ^^ hmm..u nv noe.. nx yr mimi will tell us she fell in love with her cuzzie.. o.O that means she will lose the bet!! HA!!! mimi, u'd better prepare 4 million for me uh!! & i shall giv u NOTHING in return.. isn't that a great thing?? =) oh ya, anw, it seems like my tablet has been attcked by a virus! its so SLOW nad UNRESPONSIVE.. GRRRRRR.... curse u, tablet!! ENJOY UR INDIA HONEYMOON WOMAN!!~~ ~this world is full of deception, liars and more~

2008-10-29T08:48:00.001+08:00

okkay, post.. and i have no idea wad to post.. so i shall end my post here ;D to mimi & amanda: heyy look i updated!!

2008-10-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

wahh sehh... today almost late for band, coz MARS was LATE in giving her art project to me for me to hand in to Mr Yip.. >.< MARS said she would take 20 mins to arrive @ CCK MRT station, so i called her @ 6.40am.. TO THINK that she said she missed the bus and th next bus juz refused to come earlier!!! so..i waited another 20 mins for her before i FINALLY board the train @ 7.20am... HOW LATE CAN THAT BE?!!! >: then, i got off @ Redhill MRT @ 7.46am.. on th rushing way, i met Cindy coz she also meeting her fwens to go Wild Wild Wet.. WHICH JUZ REMINDS ME OF TH CLASS CHALET!!! WOO HOO!!~~ SO EXCITED SIA!! too bad i can't stay overnight.. >.< ..and i still wish there is 6.1 chalet too.. =(( Oh yea. Band. Haiz.. I still cannot play th pieces properly... Iris, March Blue Sky, Kaze no Mai, To challenge the skies and heaven above.. All i not familiar with.. And somemore Mrs Chua wants to add 'Enchanted' and ABBA something..dunno wad... then how in th world am i gonna play properly?! *cries* i want to work harder bt someting tells me its useless...coz my days in Crescent are gonna be over in a few days.. i sure gonna get transferred to neighbourhood sch.. juz coz i didnt study hard.. HAIZ... Well then. u ppl shall see me in a new sch uniform next year.. i alrdy planned: i shall go to Chua Chu Kang Secondary School.. byebye C2-ians.. i will miss u all.. all th happy times we had together.. all th memories tht we hav made together.. i will rmb u all 4eva.. bye bye =..(((( byebye SM and mimi and XYZ.. u all are th most missed ones.. ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

2008-10-08T16:13:00.003+08:00

Haiz...finally.. EOYs are officially over!! Not tht thr is much to rejoice..coz i didnt study very hard for th subjects >.< my specs de screw come loose today.. then i went home without my specs at all.. so its like evrything becomes blurblur... & SM, thx for helping me.. You are so KIND!!! while tht woman is so SICK & PERVERTIC & ILL-MINDED & CORRUPTED ... on th way home..mimi was crapping sick stuff about ice-creams and grapes and noodles and apples and oranges.. OMG... i think i might not eat any of these stuff again.. CURSE YOU, MIMI... juz because of ur corrupted mind.. now i can't eat these food in peace.. >.< lucky u didnt continue abt the rice..or else i shall hate u, woman.. OH YA!! and i came up with this ALL-NEW, EFFECTIVE & POWERFULIEST EQUATION EVER!! Definite to piss off Mimi... u shall regret wad u hav said, woman!! Meena + Pig(N.P.) + Cow (?) + Fish (..) + BUFFALO (her favourite shitooti) + APE (her 2nd favourite-APEMAN) + MONKEY (i forgot..) + EUGENE (her most beloved bf) + Pervert(some1..) + Sticky (some1) + Lewis ha ha (th old man) = Meeigowishffalopekeygenevertkyhaha Now th whole world shall know!! (Dun understand then nvm...) Hmmph. i shall update on this equation anytime SM and me finds a suitable bf for tht woman.. MUAHAHAHAHA... ...Haiz..tmr got band and fri also got band and sat also got band!!! Audrey says its frm 8-3 on thurs and fri... 7 HOURS!! ZOMG!! i tot we can rest on marking days... >.< ..bt it seems unlikely... and OMG!! thrs still ART!! Mr Yip, can i plsplsplsplsplsplspls fail ur subject?? >.< oh wells. i dun care. might as well go Goong-watching now... ~ja~ thank u, di..for making my day^^ u r th BESTEST of THE BESTEST!! ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

2008-09-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

im like..feeling so sian liao.. sick of EOYs liao.. i dun want to study anymore.. i srsly cannot bring myself to mugg. keep telling myself : c'mon madd!! only a few more days to EOEOYs!! it doesn't work.. u see uhh... PSLE still can come home..play games.. EOYs are like..so stressful sia!! i dun want to get back my sci results.. coz i think i fked it up.. i see every1 mugging.. i feel stressed.. coz i juz dun want to mugg. was thinking: why uhh? we students study for wad uhh? wads da point of studying??!! idk mann.. i juz want to fall into an abyss.. so deep..so dark.. like my life is so empty.. maybe all the pain and stress will go away liddat.. if someday..some1 invented a painkiller that can take away all the stress and pain.. i wanna buy that.. because.. i hav no idea wad to do with this life anymore.. if i can feel this stressed up when im 13.. i wonder how life will be like when im 16.. no fun..nothing.. no laughter..nothing.. life will be so dead.. they say laughter is the best medicine.. i had fun today with SM and Mimi during home ec period.. thx guys... u really lifted my mood.. coz i laughed like nv b4... bt..the stress and pain was only gone for a while.. to come back again ltr on.. i shldnt be blogging..bt i really want to.. i nidda let go off my feelings.. thts why i feel better now.. Haiz... i really really hate my life... ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

2008-08-29T15:45:00.005+08:00

...this is gonna be my last post until the end of FYEs... reason bcoz got too many projects and homework.. && common test results aren't very satisfying.. so now i really need to buck up...>.<

today's teacher's day celebration... & also the day when i had to perform the mass dance for everyone.. gawwddd. i was so nervous... ...so nervous until i danced wrongly @ the last part... i thought we wouldnt be getting into the top 3.. turns out that we got 2nd!! o.O Pankhurst rawks! anw, after the concert, went back to SV with cindy and alison in a taxi.. & i feel so guilty for not paying for the taxi fare... alison refused to accept it..>.< SV was kinda boring.. coz thr was absolutely nothing to do coz the teachers didnt allow us to go to the hall =( so me, esther and yee shin went to the 'swing' place to play on the swing... it was quite fun.. but i felt a sense of nostalgia when we played on the swing..=( how i wish i can stay on in my pri sch 4eva... after that, sheryl called to say that she was late.. so obviously she didnt get t0 see the teachers @ all coz visiting time was over by then.. she came @ the very last minute then we had a small chat together with yee shin.. aparrently she was still as cute as ever^^ sense of nostalgia came again && i decided to pinch her cheeks o.O haha..xDD Haiz.. FYEs are less than 3 weeks away... 3 projects to finish up during the Sept holidays... 3 band days during the Sept holidays.. i am getting freaked out alrd.. so i need to work super hard for FYEs and @ the same time recharge myself coz this week is a super duper emo week.. was emo for days until today.. lawls. anw, ja~ byebye bloggiexX.. ..for the time being =( btw, i might still be tagging ppl's blog... ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

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2008-08-23T20:54:00.004+08:00

Fion didn't come to band today.. lol. she alrd missed 4 band practices, 3 consecutive days during the holidays + 1 today = 4 missed band practices ...yea! i am so good at my math right? right... that's being lame =.=" Tha Yang missed 2... & i missed none... i shld be rewarded for being so 乖 rite? ok. anw. 'Iris' was super duper difficult today... i cannot tune the A flat and A properly... even if i do, i can't hold my breath for long... i need more air. ppl who noe whr to buy/get air, pls tell me... i really need it >.<>

Math exercise 8.4

Science theory wkbk

art portrait(boo..i hate art..no offence to art lovers =X.. )

PBL website

...?

can't remember... btw, ppl who noe whr to get more air can also help me find out whr to get more memory cells..i am starting to get more frequent memory loss...the 'machine' is down..something is terribly wrong with me.. ..ohoh. i am going bonkers. ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

2008-08-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

Haha. juz added music [curses ;p] to my blog. i know lar, most or all of them are not to your taste... wadeva. if u don't like it, juz pause the music... u would be able to stop listening to the curses, & it will also reduce noise pollution. killing two birds with one stone, ne? lol. speaking of pollution, i keep thinking about PBL website... i have no will to carry on doing it. tell u wad stage we are in: the. DEAD. stage. confirmed diedie for PBL... was wondering whether i shld juz stop doing & fail PBL ...but that would be so unfair to my group members. oh wells. anw, this morning, XYZ and me were busy watching ghosts videos on youtube coz Mr. Teo wasn't here. ...... ..... .... ... .. . yea, u got it right..YOUTUBE YOUTUBE is officially available on Crescent network! its not banned, yea!!! ok. anw. thr was this video that made us got the shock of our life... we were watching some kind of newsreporter making reports on looking at his eyes or something liddat...? then suddenly an reptile appeared & @ the same time thr was this morphing sound.. actually i wasn't really paying attention lar... but then XYZ screamed, then i also screamed coz chain reaction... i thought that she saw something that was scary... >.< turns out to be a lizard lol. then after that we were laughing damn loudly...haha. mimi saw the video & thought it was idiotic at first, but she got a shock the second time she saw it when the lizard suddenly appeared... ...haha, mimi. ur ego face is lost... =p failed history by 1 mark... but i am so proud of myself (note the sarcastic tone) and congrats to SM for getting A1 plus highest in class! keep up the good work and don't be complacent! jiay0us~ ;D today pankhurst mass dance practice was quite okay lar. i must admit valencia is a good dancer, so pro... whoa, gtg now spent the whole day on mass dance practice and making the songs instead of doing the PBL website... tmr got band... i kinda don't look forward to it coz Iris very difficult to play though its quite nice ...& i am still mourning over the fact that i can't perform for musical evening... Haiz... ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

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2008-08-21T19:33:00.003+08:00

不知是不是上辈子欠了你什么似的... 不知是不是上辈子得罪了你... 这辈子就是由你来忽略我的感受, 整天对我一句话都不说, 好像把我当成是透明的... 我想对你说, 你有没有想到寂寞的时刻, 没有朋友在你身旁的时刻? 相信你是不会有这种感受的吧. 整天就是有朋友围绕着你, 跟你聊天, 说得好开心噢! 一看见我脸就好像反了, 一丝表情也没有... 我. 受. 够. 了. I. Have. Had. Enough. Of. Your. Nonsense. ok, so i've alrd expressed and vented all my anger on this post in chinese. ppl who dun understand then juz forget it. i won't explain again. i think i need new brain cells for emotional damage.. coz i was angered 2 times, upsetted 5 times, envioused 1 time and more that i can't think of =.=" need to engage in the conversation with Pankhurst ppl for the mass dance on next friday [teachers' day celebration!!] ja~ ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

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2008-08-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

4 more days to submitting PBL website... 9 more days to handing in lit poem... 19 more days to submit Home Ec folio... 26 more days to FYEs... 很无聊吧! that's right.. i got nothin better to do. still havnt completed the wallpaper of my PBL website...haiz... anw, got back chinese common test results. 我万万没想到自己却会得了A2! o.O but i guess this common test paper is easier than the other common tests 吧. 老师also said that 1C1 got a lot of ppl get A1s. o.O that's why i am not exactly satisfied with my results... could have gotten 2 extra marks more if i studied very hard for 成语 that 2 extra marks could have gotten me an A1... but notice that i used the words "could have" it means this is fate, i guess... kami-sama doesn't want to let me get an A1 =( got nothing much to write abt. but b4 i get reincarnated =.=" , i need to reply Illu's tags coz it is covered by some 无聊的 spammer. Illu, u shld be honored. xDD Illu: KEKE!!!!!!! I LOVE UR new blogskin!~!~ maddie: haha thx Illu: teacher's day you going back with Siren? CAN I COME TOO ?? >< ~~ maddie: Siren said that she will come only if u come, so obviously, u have to come. if u don't, i will be left all alone. its not OPTIONAL for u not to come kayys?^^ Illu: but when your going? maddie: i think we can go back to SV on next fri? sry i dunno when is the date that all SV graduates will go back to SV... so that ends my post...byyee! :D ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

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2008-08-19T19:23:00.006+08:00

maybe its coz the due date of PBL website is nearing soon [5 more days] maybe its coz of the CWO weeding today maybe its coz FYEs are coming maybe its coz i have Piano Theory lessons later on maybe its coz i dunno wad to wear to the lessons maybe its coz of the homework maybe its coz my brother ate all my chicken rice =.=" maybe its coz of the wallpaper of my PBL website is so plain maybe its coz i cant watch finish the 微笑Pasta 的台湾戏剧 maybe its coz 吴尊 and Ella are not a couple yet maybe its coz i am thinking abt him again... maybe its coz i hav no more reasons to come up with wadeva the reason is, i am still feeling as down as ever. wadeva the reason is, i am still feeling as down as ever. wadeva the reason is, i am still feeling as down as ever. anw, TEACHERS DAY IS COMING SOON! & i can visit SV! && my friends... my class... my teachers...[Mrs Seow!] miss u all so much... but i wonder if u all will regconize me coz i really changed my hairstyle a lot >.< ♥i miss u all♥ Eeeekk..gtg now for Theory lessons... bye~ ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

>.<

2008-08-16T17:30:00.005+08:00

chinese oral sux today. reading horribly + conversation dunno wad to say = FAILURE conversation topic was something abt following rules in the MRT missed 2 and half hours of band... Mr. Lee was teaching 'Doraemon' then i found out that Audrey's conversation topic was something abt the F1 (or isit M1?) racing cars. o.O i never even heard of such stuffs happening... next time muz read more newspaper articles >.< & like me, she didn't know wad to say... got stuck in 'Cheers' when we went for our break coz it was raining heavily... but they said that raining was not an excuse to be late for band after the break ...so, we ran. in the rain. i think i might be catching a cold now... anw, we practiced 'Iris' after that 'Iris' was kinda fun.. though i still find it as creepy as ever.. u peeps shld listen to the recording... ..though i still can't find them anywhere on the net. still got Art homework and the PBL website [countdown: 8 more days] to complete... & these two homework juz so coincidentally are the ones that i hate most... i am still halfway through the website... no pics, no videos... on monday is LSCEP lesson... Ms Shervon's gonna chase us for the stage of ur website.. she might faint if she sees ours >.< btw, mimi can u pls post a PROPER picture of you and Martin together?? instead of an alien one. =.=" ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

changed again~

2008-08-15T18:07:00.004+08:00

yea yea, i noe... changed my blogskin again... for the second time this week... but thats coz i found the previous one not pessimistic enough. & rmb, my URL is pessimism-for-life for life even until death... LOLs anw, i thought this blogskin was kawaii.. but took me quite long to find the most suitable one... ..so, 2day was the last day of common test. and u think i am supposed to be rejoicing now... but then, u peeps are wrong. tmr's a saturday.. and we have chinese oral muz be in school by 7.30 am not that i mind... coz band always starts @ 7.30 every Saturday >.< & after oral, i hav band... not that i mind though. i love band lotz.. i noe now i am supposed to be studying 4 oral but, no mood lar. received literature and history projects 2dae... and Fuzzy's last lesson 2dae. OMG. found out mimi's new nickname for her "Ms Freakylah". LoLs... Nandy's nickname for her "Ms 'F'-kinglah". =X don't wanna corrupt young minds... anw, gtg now... ja~ ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

Pissed offf~

2008-08-14T20:06:00.008+08:00

Grrr....!!! i am so pissed off now....HOW DARE PPL SAY THAT ELLA IS UGGLLLYY???!!! ....so...i was busy surfing online for more info about hana kimi taiwanese version season 2. (yeayea, i noe i am supposed to be studying for home economics >.<) The Season 1 was DAMN funny..i really liked it a lot...just that they ended with a cliffhanger. =( found out that the director didn't want another sequel to T-drama HanaKimi coz he was afraid that the ratings for sequel 2 would be lower then season 1... and then, i saw some ppl writing stuffs like "HanaKimi taiwanese version sux", "actors were not good", "HanaKimi japanese version is better"... &&, they even said Ella was UGLY!!! OMG! i am so angry with these ppl. Ella acting as RuiXi is million times cuter than the Japanese version 的 RuiXi. pissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoffpissedoff ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

='(

2008-08-12T12:47:00.004+08:00

Haiz...juz got back home. LIT & ENGLISH sucked TODAY!!!! didn't finish 1 TQEA & conclusion for Q1a. didnt finish 1 TQEA for Q1b...AARRGGGHHH!!! i am so gonna failfailfailfailfailfailfail. And my results are so gonna going down down down down.... ...to the bounds of the earth...=( ): :( ): :( ): :( ): ... ........ ............ anw, tmr is chi & hist. common test. again, i am gonna fail... tmr tmr is math & sci common test. Againagain, i am gonna fail. Plus, already so stressed out still got BAND!! STILL GOT BAND!! i mean, of coz i love band but...i hate the timings....sometimes too long, then have to practice and blow till our mouth burst and our skin peel...then teacher will be satisfied and let us offffffff........ somemore tmr tmr tmr is home economics!!! Eeeee..... only 2 words to describe this situation: LIFE SUCKS... ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

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2008-08-11T19:29:00.003+08:00

Ok, I noe that i shld be studying...but, i don't want to. I see everybody studying and felt that i also had to study but it is very difficult coz i cant concentrate. I dunno why...Its like when i try to study literature, i keep thinking of other things... so this semester's common tests i confirm fail ALL. so, i am posting this now coz i felt that i shld give an explanation for changing my blogskin. thats coz i saw my ex-classmate having the same blogskin as my previous one! i don't like sharing my blogskin with someone that i noe, coz it feels awkward... so yea, i changed it. arrgh!!! i can't concentrate on studying @ ALL! i can't even if i want to, i can't bring myself to study! nothing can get into my small little brain. HELP!!! when i look at the battery hen poem, i want to fall asleep...i even asked for coffee from mum but she said its not healthy and gave me Chicken of Essence. This whole day i was busying copying out notes for history, but i don't understand a single thing! only in the late afternoon @ 4++ i started studying literature but i still don't understand a single thing! && i havnt even revised english. and its gonna be 8pm soon. OMG. i am so gonna fail the CommonTests for sure... ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

o.O

2008-08-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

Band @ the kiddies' place was fun today. The children are so kawaii! though there wasn't enough space and the clarinets, trumpets, trombones...had to stand while playing. obviously i had to sit coz mine's da big big instrument. Anw, unfortunately for u ppl, i did not manage to hit my tuba on any objects at all while carrying it up the bus! muahahahahaha!^^ OMG. &&, one of the girls was so talented. she could play the drum so well and she was like 3-4 years old? o.O i wouldn't believe it if ppl were to say they didn't have musical background. but do u noe that the kiddies actually hit the drums so hard that it was spoiled. i guess the drummers were kinda angry >< And then, there's another kawaii boyboy! He wanted to blow the trombone, so he used JiaYi's trombone. &&, the look on JiaYi's face was priceless. couldn't describe it but it was sure funny! btw, i escaped again coz the kiddies didn't touch my tuba at all. thats coz my tuba is at the very end of the corner, so they couldn't touch it. =) Nothing much to say now. Oh wells. dun wanna talk about the Lit. exam and 听写 today. >< So now, im like anticipating National Day Celebration! Ha! gtg now. Ja^^ ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

God, i feel so sick...

2008-08-05T16:00:00.005+08:00

I was so pissed off with you yesterday. Have you ever realised that you just say things without sparing a thought for other ppl? Do you even realise that it was your fault in the 1st place? Yes, i heard you alright. Did it ever occur to you that I was deaf? I just felt that you didn't have to repeat yourself, so irritatedness invaded my tone. And you thought i was angry. Kind off insulted me. Ok, i admit i was at fault but you didn't have to go off insulting ppl. If you don't even know half the truth, just keep your mouth shut. Ppl like me will appreciate your shut-upness.

God, i think today was the worst day ever. Had mass run today. After mass run, Mr Samat stole our free period...made us run down the rotunda, made us do mass dance, made us play captain's ball. And today wasn't even our P.E day. OMG. Next P.E. is on Thurs. U're so cruel, Mr Samat. We could hav used the free period to memorize our chinese idioms, or revise for CTs, but...you just had to steal our precious time! Hmmph! Then, is English...had to bear with listening Fuzzy's high-pitched voice again. Oh gosh, i am so sick of her fake accent. i juz dun like her at all. Anw, Home Economics next. Cooked the chicken burger and shaped my meat patty like a heart-shape. L0L. yea, so now my stomach is hurting like hell. i wonder what happened. XYZ also had a stomach-ache this morning. Itai... After this i still have to go for Theory Lessons. so sian...i feel like sleeping now lor. Haizz...stomach is killin' me...and its so drivin' me crazy... >< ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

OMG

2008-08-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

Juz printed the silly A4 size picture of myself for art lesson. =.=" andand! OMG. Juz found out that mimi was in love with that Martin. LoLs..i thought she said she didn't, but she made a FULL confession to him on her blog. LoLs. I am literally telling the whole world. Haha, mimi's gonna be so pissed off. Anw, Band juz decided to choose this songs to perform to the little kiddies this thurs:

March Together
Shrek Dance Party
Instant Concert
Big fun in the Sun

LOL. I dun even know how to play Instant Concert and Big fun in the Sun, so they wanted Sec1s to sight-read. OMG. but, i guess performing for the little kiddies would be quite fun, ne? I juz hope they won't torture my tuba (though i dunno how in the world they can torture it) =.=''

anw, this is the shortest post i hav ever written, so yea, got 2 catch up on my "beauty" sleep. Ja^^

♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

~So many~

2008-08-03T20:05:00.005+08:00

I don't know what to do now. You always keep on that nice façade, but, tell me, was it all just a mere pretense? The way you smiled at me sometimes seemed so fake, I look upon you as my friend but you seemed to...dislike me. I don't know what made you dislike me so much. I just don't know.

Hey peeps! Oh God, save me from this humiliation! I just got a freakin' haircut and i am looking freakin' horrible. Yep, that's right. I look like a total freak. Geez. I could have just died of humiliation...

Wadeva.

Anw, after getting that freakin' haircut, i went to my grandparents' house. And OMG, i was studying History! Yea, i didn't know what came over me.

Then, then! i smsed Audrey and i found out that she had to miss her Sec1 musical evening coz she also had to go overseas. Yea, to HongKong, like me. Gosh, I mean, that was such a coincidence! Can't believe it. So, yea, now i'm like feeling so much better. i think that i wanna go HongKong larhhs. Coz mum said that it was once in my lifetime and Audrey also said not to worry coz we will be having LimeLight. LimeLight, she said, was actually a performance in ESPLANADE next year at 24 Feb. So yeah, all those in Sec1 band, now u finally solved the mystery on what LimeLight is.

Although i can't perform for musical evening, but..but! I'll still train very hard for the pieces! So now what i really need are the recordings for the pieces. gtg now. Byes!^^ [P.S. Hey Illu, i already tried my best to be as natural as possible in this post] ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

Sad little girl

2008-08-02T21:52:00.008+08:00

Hey, ppl. Seriously, i dun noe what is wrong with my parents. I wanted to perform for musical evening on 21 November. I even told them about the date before hand. But my mum forget and signed me up for overseas trip. So now, the overseas trip clashes with the Musical Evening. Given a choice, i would rather choose to perform for the Musical Evening. I dunno why, but i juz prefer to perform for Musical Evening. But do you noe that the overseas trip include sitting on an aeroplane? Its my first time ever. So im now like confused. Sadly, my parents juz had to make things worse for me. Mum accused that i choose friends over family. And even accused that my boyfriend is there so i don't want to go overseas. LOLs. I don't have a boyfriend. I havnt even talked to boys since like, last year! LOLs, anyway, Dad said not to include me in anymore overseas trip. Said that i didn't know how to appreciate their efforts. LOL. they said all that without sparing a thought for my feelings. I mean, its not my fault in the first place. I already told them BEFORE HAND. they forget, then blamed and accused me. I juz wanted to perform. They didn't have to say hurtful things like that. =( Then after that i consulted (through HP)Mimi and ShuMin. Mimi wanted me to go for the overseas trip, but ShuMin havnt replied yet. Haha. So, now i'm like feeling better... Ohoh. ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

Happy~

2008-08-01T16:14:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! Haha. 2day no lit test! hurray! at least we have 1 more week to study, yea? i didnt really study for lit at all 2day. haha. me bad girl. Also, 老师 forget to count another mark for chinese test. haha. i think i got another mark for chinese. Yeah! anyways, got back my math and history results. obviously i was satisfied with my results lar. but, i think i muz work even harder, yea? for common test. Speaking of common test! Arrgh! its like 10 more days to common test and i havnt even revised yet. furthermore, i lost my home econs TB. so dead already. but, the reason i never revised is coz i was busy watching dramas and anime! haha. so fun! Haizz...tmr got band again. But, i think its getting more fun with each band prac. Coz, sec 1s are now more included in the main band. U noe, yesterday at band, we heard the recording of Iris. It sounded really scary, u noe those kind of creepy, creepy songs? Eww, can't believe i might be playing that. oh wells. doesn't really matter anyway. Talking abt. band makes me feel more excited. Next thursday, we'll be performing for little children in child care centre. Ms Azilah said that the oldest children is only 6 years old. And we still have to interact with them! haha^^ but i wonder what songs we'll be perorming. Ms Azilah wanted us to play lively songs for the children. Also, for next friday, we'll be playing for national day celebration! Haha, two consecutive performances in a week. =D I'm so anticipating it. Okays, gtg now. i still have to continue watching my drama. XD ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

Many Words

2008-07-30T18:37:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! had a fun time using 'someone over the rainbow' to spam mimi's bloggie^^I kinda have a lot of things to say, dunno whr to strt from. i noe u ppl muz be thinking that i am crazy or what, updating twice a day. Ok, starting from the beginning. today i didnt pay attention during math. i was editing my blog. and i noe what u ppl are thinking. im bad right? Haha. anyways, i think i kinda influenced XYZ, so she also began to edit her blog. boohoo! i am so evil...then, got back my chinese test paper. i was thinking: OMG, mama surely will nag @ me one. Of coz she did. women's instinct are naturally correct. had to stay back until 3++ juz to practice 'trumpet voluntary' for the national day celebration. i juz couldnt memorize the notes even after weqin helped me. weqin is so kind! but, i noe that she feels bored around me..wait, scratch that. Everyone feels bored around me. anyways, i think weqin kind of got offended after shiying said something that is very self-conscious, coz she looked a little gloomy. poor weqin! =( Then after that, i went to fetch my little bro on my way home. as usual, he was taking his own sweet time getting ready to go home. Plus, @ that time, the weather was extremely hot. made me angry even more. then, when i reached home, mama was @ home already. i told her abt. chi test, then she said the same words: "u muz force urself to study, or else ur chi will deprove. i already tell u to study during the holidays, but u nv, blablabla..."of coz she didnt say the blablabla part. its gonna be 7 soon, and i have to eat dinner now. BUT! i still can't find the recordings of iris by hardy mertens. we are supposed to play iris for musical evening and i wanna perform. but got so many running notes! i tell u, thr are more black than white. u get what i mean? so many many notes - so many quavers lah, semi quavers lah, even 4 triplets in a bar! OMG, and then thr is the extremely low notes. and when i say extremely low, i mean EXTREMELY LOW. my seniors cannot even reach that! and we still have to do double-tongueing in iris! i m so gonna die. SL dont even know how to double-tongue. how in the world am i able 2 do that?! =( so pls, pls..good and kind Samaritians out thr, pls spare me the pain and help me find the recordings of Iris by Hardy Mertens. its seriously difficult to play. and i think i talk enough already. too much words might also bore u ppl. Are u ppl bored to death yet? I hope not. i still got many,many things to say, but, i think this post too wordy already. Oh wells. shall end this soon. ja ne^^ ♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥

~Welcome~

2008-07-30T10:54:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! Uhm...welcome to my super duper boring bloggie! haha, see, im being lame now. this is my very first time blogging ppl! i expect u all to be bored to death by my blog, kay? thats why i am the harbinger of death. Hahaha! =D 0.o im being lame again. oh wells. keep to my lame updates and get as bored as possible. ^^ Ja ne!

♥βoring.⌊iττLε.gir⌊♥